A glimpse into Nathan O’Neill’s Diary
July 19, 2005 – Woke up this morning to pouring rain and freezing temperatures. At 3,000 meters when it rains, you are lucky if it doesn’t snow.
It turned out that today was a really tough day. Around 30 riders retired from the race, including one of our guys. I think I would have pulled it as well, but I just kept telling myself that tomorrow will be better. There were moments today when I thought about my own mortality. I was alone on the road in this high altitude wilderness, and not a soul in sight. Really scary.
July 20, 2005 – Turns out that today was the exact same weather as yesterday, except for one thing. I was nursing a good dose of diarrhea, and had been up most of the night. All I wanted to do was finish the stage today and hopefully get better overnight for Thursday. Unfortunately, I found that I was really drained from the night spent in the bathroom. I knew that today was going to be really tough. I felt very weak. At about 30km into the race I drifted back to wait for Cesar, who had just suffered a rear flat tire. Almost as soon as I heard this, I heard Ed say on the radio to us that Cesar was out of the race–a motorbike marshal had taken him out. What?! I wasn’t sure if I had heard correctly or not, but I guessed that I had. Cesar was out, and he was more than likely the race favorite. Trying not to think too much about it, I started to make my way back through the cars, when I felt the sudden oncoming urge of more diarrhea. I was near our car at the time, and I shouted to Shane our mechanic for some toilet paper. I was going to make a pit stop. Well by the time he handed me a few paper towel sheets, it was too late. I didn’t even get the chance to stop. I stood up on the pedals, and my plumbing just let go.
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